Discouraged

So I’m feeling a bit discouraged today.  I know it’s only been 2 weeks and 1 day since I started my journey, but I’m still at square one.  I haven’t made any progress on my storyline or characters.  I only have 1 blog follower, so I’m not optimistic about getting advice and suggestions.  I definitely have an issue with patience (I need to work on that) and I’m an instant gratification type of person.  And so my pattern begins.  Typically I have a few days of being discouraged and then I quit.  Obviously, I will try my best to not let that happen this time….but we shall see.  I just wish my creativity would slap me in the face every once in a while.  That’s not too much to ask for, is it?

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Stumped

Happy two days after Halloween!  After spending one of my favorite holidays at Disney (imagine that), I came home and revved up my thinking machine for more storyline ideas.  It may come as no surprise, but here I sit….stumped yet again.  Why do I make this so much harder than it should be?  It’s what I always do, which usually ultimately leads to the death of my dream.  Again, I am trying to make this time different.  I will not let this storyline (or lack thereof) defeat me!  There is so much around me to get inspiration from.  I just need to open my eyes.

In the meantime, I need to read up on how to get blog followers.  How on earth will I get advice or suggestions if nobody is reading it?  Help!